I find it much more comfortable or enjoyable whenever i play games, i deliberately try new things or create my own play style rather than chasing or adjusting to the current meta. i just searched for my dota account and found there was a screenshot where I played a troll warlord (carry role type) with unorthodox builds at that time such as Mekansm and 2 agile bands :D
and is not just in dota, in genshin impact, hogwarts legacy or RPG/strategy games, I was trying to go with either it was: full offensive hyper carry build or go along with the build without healer (or additional support equipment)
i guess, it also has been influenced by my current work when i tried to learn everything and experimenting the hell out of everything